Who am I? I am certainly not the scared person my body keeps telling me I am… fuck anxiety. I am not some helpless person ruled by a body that tells me a test is so threatening I want to die. I am not a person ruled by the fear of other people. I will NOT let this sit on my soul any longer. I REFUSE to let self hate, doubt, or fear dictate the direction my life goes. I have to start telling my self yes and building new goals for the future. I am going to be accepted into graduate school. I WILL go. I WILL further myself. I am done playing helpless when I know just how fucking strong I am and now that I know just what I am scared of I am not afraid to face it.
